May 14th - Day 88
Quick update - Brian and I are both getting settled into the city. It's been a busy couple of days getting into the new swing of things, getting acquainted with new schedules, people, therapies, etc. Today Erin got to visit and we also got approval to have Layla (our dog) visit!
Brian gets 3-4 hours of therapy in the mornings/afternoons. Today he had 1.5hrs of physical therapy bright and early, they were able to start him on the hoist board to begin standing him up right - today he made it to a 30 degree angle! He also had his first official shower last night & they told me I am allowed to lay beside him if I ever wanted to - they encourage me to be involved & hands on and create a familiar environment for Brian. Today I was pretty tired myself, so I put The Office on and took a nap beside Brian like we would fall asleep at home...which was so nice to rest together, but also sad.
Despite my constant sadness in missing being with (conscious) Brian, this has been such a great change of pace for him. He's active and being tended to, he's being dressed in his own clothing, he's sitting upright in a wheel chair, he's clean and smells good! The biggest change of all is that he is not hooked up to anything anymore! i.e. he has his g-tube (feeding tube), but he is no longer on oxygen (his trach just has a filter on it), no IVs and no catheter! Next week they will start to cap his trach to make sure he can tolerate without it, and if all goes well, they'll remove it and stitch it up!
He still has not regained consciousness, but it's been really interesting to see how activity alone has resulted in small changes (the nurses remind me that the small things are big things, which is always an encouraging reminder). For example, he no longer clenches his left hand, he stretches out his fingers and today I saw him spontaneously moving his fingers around. He also started moving his legs a lot more (pulling in his knees in response to stimulus, or if he's waking up he appears to do a full body stretch or even kick/pulse his leg). Yesterday during his speech session, he was moaning/groaning his vocal chords, exploring his voice! Another exciting new thing (that also feels sad simultaneously...which I think is going to be how these progressions feel for a while). He does not localize his eyes to sound but he is reactive with blinking to loud sounds and mildly tracks his eyes to the direction of sound but is currently inconsistent. But baby steps!
Being with Brian for me is kind of like watching grass grow, so sometimes I like to write out all these new things so that I can look back and remember that just 2 weeks ago, I was stoked if he wiggled his toe spontaneously. And now I can HEAR his voice, see his arm & legs move spontaneously and watch his eye opening & tracking progress. I keep reminding myself that even if these things feel slow or minor, they're all still forward moving! This week was very much about assessing him and next week they'll kick off a formal treatment plan. I also requested they put him on a feeding formula that is all-natural food ingredients and they agreed to begin that next week (hooray)! Big believer in the importance of clean nutrition!
Always feel free to comment questions or message me if anything is unclear. I'll do my best to keep you updated in detail to the best of my ability!
Brief side story - on my walk back to where I'm staying nearby the hospital, I passed a Stan's Donuts (most of you know Brian is a big fan. He always asks if we can go to Stan's after doctor's appointments). When I saw the big pink sign, I sobbed...in public...thank goodness for face masks and baseball hats. I immediately started to pray and asked God to comfort me and give me a sign so I could just get "home." In that exact moment, one of those silly Slingshot cars drove past me with their speakers BLARING and the song playing was "I said don't worry, about a thing....every little thing, is gonna be alright." I actually smiled to myself and laughed because the volume was atrocious, but I took that as my literal LOUD and clear sign to keep trusting Him.
-1 Chronicles 5:20b
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ReplyDeleteHow are they going to try to wake him? Is it drugs that they give him or will he wake up on his own when he's ready?
DeleteThe therapies, drugs, and other interventions (potentially electrotherapy) are all stimulant approaches to try to emerge him
DeleteLove this. Love you.
ReplyDeleteFrom no hope to so much progress...a difficult path that you and Brian are traveling. Your strength and prayers are so powerful and full of healing energy. I pray as I read your prayers and hope it helps. ❤️ Hugs for you and Brian. ❤️❤️
ReplyDeleteFollowing this story has been so amazing. Prayers for you all, including medical staff, family and everyone involved in Brian's recovery. Lauren you have amazing strength. I'm sure it gets difficult sometimes but our God is an awesome God! Hugs and prayers for you all!
ReplyDeleteAs always, thank you for the update! Signs big or small or even atrociously loud are amazing! Hugs!!! ❤️❤️
ReplyDeleteHi! I'm Dana's friend Kaitlyn and I keep checking in. Praying for you guys all the timeπ You are doing such a wonderful job taking care of your husband and informing us all so we can have hope. Thank you for the updates. God Bless you guysπ
ReplyDeleteAmen ππππππππππ
ReplyDeleteGlad to hear the progress , i heard this accident happen and was only 3 to 4 vehicles back that day ..This accident will be one ill never forget and will have it in my mind of that bad day ..I continue to pray for you all..
ReplyDeleteAw Lauren you’re so strong. I love that you’re seeing/hearing signs that everything is going to be ok. I admire your courage and your commitment to your husband. Please take care of yourself too! You’re always taking care of other people but you need to be selfish too! Happy wife is a happy life! Love you
ReplyDeletePraying daily that the Lord will continue placing His healing hands on Brian and show you both his miraculous power. πππ»
ReplyDeleteLove this update, and am so glad to hear of even these tiny steps (which are big steps) moving forward. Still praying for you both on the daily, not only for his complete recovery to come back even better, stronger, faster :) than ever before, and for you to keep feeling supported and hopeful. I saw a guy out running yesterday who reminded me of Brian and immediately prayed that he'll be running by my front window sooner rather than later. And I'm praying your families, and for all of the people at Shirley Ryan who are caring for Brian and helping him come back. I am so glad he is finally there and so happy to hear about his progress. I admire you and am always amazed by you, and I love you and Brian (and so do Haley, Ryan and Walt). Keep the faith.
ReplyDeleteYour side story gave me chills. God most certainly has a sense of humor. <3
ReplyDeleteSo glad Layla can be there too! Big hugs to you and sending you huge warm light! Prayers are always flowing for you all! ππ―ππΌ
ReplyDeleteI can’t imagine what this is like for you Lauren, but I am so incredibly impressed with your FAITH - and determination to keep putting one foot in front of the other and striving to be thankful for even the tiniest step forward. I pray God will continue to give you strength and courage, and that it’s His will that Brian will make a full recovery.
ReplyDeleteWhat an exciting update. I appreciate your effort to keep us total strangers updated on Brian’s progress. I admire you Lauren so much. I’m so excited that Layla is included in Brian’s recovery.
ReplyDeleteAs always I continue to pray for strength and courage for you, and 100% recovery for Brian.
Take care of yourself.
Cyndie